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. In the center of the attic there is a photograph.
One of the slanted walls has scatterings of poster tape at irregular intervals. There are gaps in the paint on the other two where shelves used to be, and the remaining wall is mostly covered in Sharpie-and-pencil "graffiti" of music lyrics and miscellaneous quotes. Some of these scrawls are my hand.
There used to be carpet, but they had it ripped out before leaving.
All the signs of careful and methodical abandonment are here; the colorful wallpaper around the house painted over, the carpets replaced by beige doppelgängers, family pictures packed away and great-aunt Carmen's silver long since shipped to the new house down in Fort Lauderdale.
The only anachronism is the photograph in the center of the attic.
When I say "in the center", I don't mean the floor. Taped to a thread, hung from the absolute ceiling of the house is a three by three Polaroid, giving the sensation that if you were to tug on it, the entire spine of the roof would come crashing down on you and all the things you see in the once-bedroom-turned-attic-turned-nuclear-fallout of the orphaned home.
This is where it happened.
I remember holding myself up on my elbows with our faces so close I could tell where he was by the warmth in the dark; stroking the tender skin at the small of his back with the fleeting guilt that, perhaps, I was seducing him; teasing his mouth open with my lips to show him how to breathe in time with me. I remember waking up to find his arm still holding my waist; not in possession, but as if holding a fragile lifeline.
Remember the realization he'd lied to everyone else so much and so long, he'd started to believe himself.
I remember the remark that made me run the whole four blocks to the house I'd avoided passing for half a year to find it assaulted: gutted a scant few hours before I reached it.
I remember slowly climbing up the stairs, to the room I was never allowed to enter, the familiar empty punch to my stomach as I saw the door open like a rape victim's skirts, the attic laid bare but for a photograph.
There are no words written on it; no goodbye note. There is only a picture; a lonely snapshot we took that glorious morning. Me kissing the corner of his mouth, the curl of a smile at the shore of my lips. His eyes piercing me through, six months later.
The only picture he had kept, because we couldn't risk anyone ever finding us out.
.
One of the slanted walls has scatterings of poster tape at irregular intervals. There are gaps in the paint on the other two where shelves used to be, and the remaining wall is mostly covered in Sharpie-and-pencil "graffiti" of music lyrics and miscellaneous quotes. Some of these scrawls are my hand.
There used to be carpet, but they had it ripped out before leaving.
All the signs of careful and methodical abandonment are here; the colorful wallpaper around the house painted over, the carpets replaced by beige doppelgängers, family pictures packed away and great-aunt Carmen's silver long since shipped to the new house down in Fort Lauderdale.
The only anachronism is the photograph in the center of the attic.
When I say "in the center", I don't mean the floor. Taped to a thread, hung from the absolute ceiling of the house is a three by three Polaroid, giving the sensation that if you were to tug on it, the entire spine of the roof would come crashing down on you and all the things you see in the once-bedroom-turned-attic-turned-nuclear-fallout of the orphaned home.
This is where it happened.
I remember holding myself up on my elbows with our faces so close I could tell where he was by the warmth in the dark; stroking the tender skin at the small of his back with the fleeting guilt that, perhaps, I was seducing him; teasing his mouth open with my lips to show him how to breathe in time with me. I remember waking up to find his arm still holding my waist; not in possession, but as if holding a fragile lifeline.
Remember the realization he'd lied to everyone else so much and so long, he'd started to believe himself.
I remember the remark that made me run the whole four blocks to the house I'd avoided passing for half a year to find it assaulted: gutted a scant few hours before I reached it.
I remember slowly climbing up the stairs, to the room I was never allowed to enter, the familiar empty punch to my stomach as I saw the door open like a rape victim's skirts, the attic laid bare but for a photograph.
There are no words written on it; no goodbye note. There is only a picture; a lonely snapshot we took that glorious morning. Me kissing the corner of his mouth, the curl of a smile at the shore of my lips. His eyes piercing me through, six months later.
The only picture he had kept, because we couldn't risk anyone ever finding us out.
.
Literature
Dealate
You write on the edges of
dreams and tangerine skies.
Nature shivers when your
fingers trail along sunsets
and treetops. There's nothing
that can stop you from flying,
and I hope that you never do.
--
The wings on your back have
been grown with feathers made
of early morning dewdrops and
rainbow-coloured clouds. They're
transilluminated and I swear I
can see eternity through them.
--
There are a hundred million
reasons why you shouldn't be
able to soar, but you only need
one excuse to defy gravity.
--
Would you mind terribly if I stole
your wings? I'd like to see what
tessellated perfections look like
from far away.
Literature
Quotes
Quotes
Life is not about how fast you run, or how high you climb, but how well you bounce
He who asks is a fool for five minutes, but he who does not ask is a fool for ever
In the 1960s, people took LSD to make the world wierd. Now the world is wierd, and people take Prozac to make it normal.
If you believe in eternity, what does life mean to you, if you dont believe in eternity what does life matter to you ?
If nothing in the world ever changed, one picture would have been enough to put an end to art.
Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think.
-La Bruyere
Always forgive your enemies. Nothing annoys them
Literature
Our Issues
Your heart grew up in a black wooden box
and thought it fabulous,
its world of
right angles,
wood grain,
and eternal night.
It hated me when I bored the hole
that let the sun singe its eyes, cook its skin,
when rain collected the dirt on its skin
in a puddle beneath its feet and said:
"look how dirty you are, foul thing."
It hated and
hated and
still hates,
always crawling
under any
box it finds.
I kicked it
out of its hiding place.
It ran out howling, hating and being
ha
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Another "assignment", this time with ~znziroobh, my surrogate sister. Specifications; one page, double spaced, 1/2" margins, first or second person, use a photograph. Check out hers, and possibly ~Mystal, who I suspect rose to the occasion, too.
Also, I'm submitting it as "38. Abandoned" for the 100 Themes challenge I'm trying to get done.
There's scraps of so many people written into this that it surprises even me.
Love.
Another "assignment", this time with ~znziroobh, my surrogate sister. Specifications; one page, double spaced, 1/2" margins, first or second person, use a photograph. Check out hers, and possibly ~Mystal, who I suspect rose to the occasion, too.
Also, I'm submitting it as "38. Abandoned" for the 100 Themes challenge I'm trying to get done.
There's scraps of so many people written into this that it surprises even me.
Love.
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